The Narrow door

Its been a while since I wrote anything here ...In fact a few months now ever since I went to see Moni and Thomas at a Satsang in Alicante...I have been having many shifts in my life and made many decisions to. Most of you, who know me already, have been here whilst I made those changes.
Yet there is one thing I would like to share and that is Stillness..Its a difficult to explain so Ill try my best ...It started with moments and then gradually they have intensified. Its as if there is a deepness about certain things not everything I see but certain things.In the rustling of tree's or even flags I see a flow, a gentle flow yet there is a peaceful aliveness about it as if it draws you towards it. I see it in the sea to , the slow movement of the currents swaying up and down. When I talk to certain people I get drawn towards there eyes as if there words are just lost but yet I understand them by just being there with them in stillness... In our world this may sound like complete madness, why would I want to stare at the sea for so long and be totally absorbed by it all. Its simple because Im already part of it.We see it as just the sea. “The continuous body of salt water covering most of the earth's surface, especially this body regarded as a geophysical entity distinct from earth and sky”.All labels , all form, a space that separates us from all things. Yet that space is what joins it and makes us one...There is an entrance here, if you want to call it that, a small and narrow space ...Matthew 7:13-14 “Go in through the narrow gate, because broad and spacious is the road leading off inot destruction, and many are the ones going in through it , whereas narrow is the gate and crampt the road leading off into life, and few are the ones finding it” Matthew 7:13~14 "Go in through the narrow gate, because broad and specious is the road leading off into destruction, and many are the ones going in through it, whereas narrow is the gate and crampt the road leading off into life, and few are the ones finding it.".....
It is the Now, this moment. There are many signs pointing here to the Now. Its always been here it never leaves you. Think about it , there has never been a time when your life is not this moment, everything else leaves you. This moment doesn’t.